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female Število prispevkov : 33 Join date : 05/05/2014

melanie

{lezim na lezalniku in poslusam glasbo s telefona ko s kotom ocesa vidim plavolaso zensko, ki zganja dramo zaradi par fotografov.} ugh, snobs. {zavijem z ocmi.}

female Število prispevkov : 142 Join date : 28/02/2014

[ležim na ležalniku poleg nekega dekleta in opazujem dramo.] [ko se dekle oglasi, kar pozabim, da je le neznanka in nadaljujem pogovor.] i actually feel sorry for her. i know how it's like to have no privacy.

female Število prispevkov : 33 Join date : 05/05/2014

but they're doing their job. and she's preventing that.

female Število prispevkov : 142 Join date : 28/02/2014

well, maybe they shouldn't be doing their job while she's on vacation. she clearly came here to escape them. [zmajem z glavo potem pa pogledam dekle.] you clearly have no idea what's like to be stalked by them, so that kinda means you're just an ordinary girl who's not famous. [mal pomislim.] i like not-famous people. [ji podam roko.] melanie. melanie bauer.

female Število prispevkov : 33 Join date : 05/05/2014

that's where others do their job.

stalked by them? no that i don't know. i don't need to. i'm not famous in your crowd.

i'm tiana ayers

you're that rich guy's wife aren't you?

female Število prispevkov : 142 Join date : 28/02/2014

well, you're in expensive hotel. you must be famous somewhere. [pogledam okoli.]
nice to meet you tiana. [se nasmehenm potem pa se skremžim in pogledam naokoli.] indeed i am. my family also owns a very successful firm. [rečem osorno potem pa zavzdihnem.] i'm sorry. i just hate being known just because of him. makes me feel like i'm nothing and he's everything. [zmajem z glavo.]

female Število prispevkov : 33 Join date : 05/05/2014

somewhere outside of your comfort zone i am.

you aswell, mel.

don't get frustrated babe. men make you feel like that only if you let them.

i don't.

female Število prispevkov : 142 Join date : 28/02/2014

i don't let the- [ji že želim oporekati potem pa sredi stavka obmolknem in usta potegnem v ravno črto.] you're right. i do let him do that. i even don't have a job, how can i expect to have a name for myself? [se uležem nazaj na ležalnik potem pa se čez nekaj časa zrznem in jo pogledam.] you could help me! [se vsedem in jo navdušeno gledam.] you seem wild and spontaneous. you could teach me a lot of things. i mean, i can pay you?

female Število prispevkov : 33 Join date : 05/05/2014

i'm always right, babe.

- look, honey, you don't need a job to be in charge of your man.

i'm not letting you pay me for something you just need to realize. being wild and free is not something that can be thought by someone else. you have to let yourself be wild and spontaneous.

female Število prispevkov : 142 Join date : 28/02/2014

it's not that easy, tiana. i'm trying to control him, but he's off home a lot, and i can't even complain, because "he's working" what means he's getting me money. [zavzdihnem.] but i can't. i have paparazzis everywhere. they're probably looking at us right now. [pogledam naokoli.]

female Število prispevkov : 33 Join date : 05/05/2014

it actually is that easy. because he's manipulating you through his job and bringing you money. you said it yourself your family has a firm. go work, earn your own money. don't depend on a man.

turn the paparazzi power to your good.

female Število prispevkov : 142 Join date : 28/02/2014

[začnem stresati z glavo.] no. no, i can't work. i don't know how to. i'm dumb and everyone knows that. my dad and sister wouldn't even let me close anything in firm. [se zazrem v njen cigaret in si obliznem ustnice potem pa jo pogledam.] and how should i do that?

female Število prispevkov : 33 Join date : 05/05/2014

you actually think of yourself as a dumb person?

than simply reject his money. live on the money you get from your family.

want one? i see you want it

well use them to get the attention of your husband back to you.

mislim, jaz nimam nobene pravice se vtikavat v vajin zakon -

- but i think he always has on his mind that whatever he does you'll be there.

female Število prispevkov : 142 Join date : 28/02/2014

it's hard to think different when you were told to think think like that your whole life. [pogledam naokoli.] if i divorce him, he can close the deal with our firm and then we're broke again. [zmajem z glavo.] i see what you want to do here, but there's just no way. i'm attached to him. forever. [zavzihdnem.]
oh no that's not lady lik-[pogledam cigareto.] ah fuck it, yes please, give me one. [zavzdihnem.] [našobim ustnico.] that's actually not bad idea. any idea how should i do that? [jo proseče pogledam.] and you might have right. [prikimam potem pa jo pogledam.] i like talking to you. you know a lot. how come?

female Število prispevkov : 33 Join date : 05/05/2014

why do you care what anyone thinks? let them think whatever the fuck they want. and i didn't mean divorce. that will only cause more unneeded drama. i meant, make him think that you can be just as bad as him. or even worse.

why do you care if it's not lady like? we're not in the 50s where everything had to had rules.

my mind is full of ideas, babe. and 100% of them are brilliant.

well make it look like you are not like you used to be. so ditch the lady like shit and be a badass bitch. curse a lot, get caught flirting with men that are not your husband. but don't go to far. do not get caught cheating. {jo pogledam.} i just do. experience does that to you.

female Število prispevkov : 142 Join date : 28/02/2014

and you're also really brave. [prikimam in pogledam naokoli.] [vzamem cigareto potem pa vžigalnik na mizi in si jo prižgem.] [potegnem in zakašljam.] well i'm going to be a motherfucking slut and badass since now on. [poskušam pogumno reči ter se na koncu zasmejim.] [še enkrat potegnem in izdihnem.] what kind of experiences, if i may know? [jo pogledam.]

female Število prispevkov : 33 Join date : 05/05/2014

comes with the job

first time smoking a cigarette?

that's the spirit. but don't be a basic slut. that will lead you to nowhere. be a slut that is not for everybody. as unlogical as it sounds.

pretty unpleasant ones

but you don't need to know about them.

female Število prispevkov : 142 Join date : 28/02/2014

what kind of job, if may i ask? [jo pogledam.] [se namšrčim in zasmejim.] yes. how ridiculous is that, huh. i'm smoking my first cigarette at 26. my parents should be proud. [se zasmjeim.] no, i get you. i'm going to be a hard to get slut, don't worry. [se zasmejim.] [skomignem z rameni.] wherever you feel ready to tell me, i'm here. well, at least for next seven days. [se nasmehnem.]

female Število prispevkov : 33 Join date : 05/05/2014

my job? - also something you don't need to know about.

you don't look like your age. i started smoking when i was 14. five years now.

you going somewhere after?

female Število prispevkov : 142 Join date : 28/02/2014

you're secretive woman, anyone ever told you that? [se nasmehnem in jo pogledam.] must be fun to be a mystery.
thanks. [pihem nov dim potem pa jo pogledam.] on the other hand, you seem older than nineteen. more experienced, maybe. [pogledam naokoli.] yea, home. back to my beloved husband. [rečem sarkastično & big fake smile.]

female Število prispevkov : 33 Join date : 05/05/2014

yes actually. a lot of people have told me that.

it is fun. it allows you to whatever the fuck you want and nobody can say i didn't expect that from you.

that's what i want. i think i am more experienced that 99,9% of my generation

why? did he demand you to go home?