Pomol

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for; grace

[pridem in se vsedem na rob pomola ter namakam noge v vodo.]

Naslov sporočila: Re: Pomol Pet Feb 28, 2014 7:36 am

okay, let's do this.

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[opazim dekle in mislim da ima namen narediti samomor.] oh gosh, don't...
[začnem hitro teči proti njej.] don't do this! [kričim.]
[pritečem do nje in sopiham.]
[jo primem za roko in jo pogledam v oči.] no one or nothing is worth of your life...[jo začnem prepričevati.]

Naslov sporočila: Re: Pomol Pet Feb 28, 2014 8:05 am

for the love of god, woman. i won't kill myself. it's just... i don't know how to explain it. i have a list, of all the things i have to do before i die.

aren't you erich bauer's wife?

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oh. [se primem za glavo, ter še vedno sopiham.] well this is... [zmajem z glavo potem pa se začnem smejati.]...embarrassing.
[se primem za prstni koš ter poskusim umiriti dihanje.] it's great idea tho. having a 'before i die' list. even tho i'm sure you have all the time in the world to do all of this things twice. [se ji nasmehnem.]
[privzdignem obrvi in nejevolno pogledam okoli.] yap, that's me. one and only. [jo pogledam.] well, i hope one and only. [se zasmejim.]
and you are...?

Naslov sporočila: Re: Pomol Pet Feb 28, 2014 8:46 am

do them twice, yeah right...

oh, me? i'm nobody. but, yeah i have a name...

i'm grace. grace thompson.

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[jo slišim da zamrmra.] is something wrong? [ji zaskrbljeno pobožam po roki.]
you're not nobody. everybody is somebody. [se mal zamislim.] ha, see, i'm even getting poetic around you. you must be somebody special. [se nasmehnem.]
[se rokujeva.] nice to meet you grace thompson. [se nasmehnem potem pa jo na debelo pogledam.] no really nice to meet you. i've been dying to meet someone to talk to since i'm alone all the days. [zmajem z glavo in zavzdihnem.] erich just has to work so much.. [nelagodno pogledam okoli.]

Naslov sporočila: Re: Pomol Pet Feb 28, 2014 9:41 am

no, nothing is wrong. i'm just dying, but aren't we all? i'm totally fine, thank you.

oh, i didn't mean i'm nobody, i wanted to say i'm nobody famous. you are really nice, fuck.

well i'm not really a person to talk to, when you have relationship problems. i... don't know how to listen and give advices, sorry.

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[jo presenečeno pogledam.] i'm not sure if i understand that.. you're not dying, righ? like, limit-timing dying?
[se zasmejim.] if i'm your idea of famous, than you really live in wrong world. beyonce is famous. or barack obama. people who did something for their name. i'm just spoiled bitch who's gets a lot of intention for never doing anything but marring rich guy. [zavzdihnem.] and, honey, i'm not even nice. i curse a lot. [se nasmehnem.]
ah, i won't give you a hard time with this. just.. talking with someone, ya know. about unimportant, lame things. like weather. [skomignem z rameni.] no one never talks with me about weather. [jo žalostno pogledam.]

Naslov sporočila: Re: Pomol Pet Feb 28, 2014 10:03 am

okay, i'm not gonna lie, because i hate lies. yes, i'm dying, but no, i don't want your pitty. please treat me as you would any other.

well to be honest, i don't really watch televison, and i don't know who is in right now, and who is out. but i read a lot of things about you and your.. khm husband in newspapers. so, you're kinda famous to me...

everybody curse! you really are nicer than i've imagined!

oh, okay, let's talk about weather than... it's nice isn't it? kinda windy, but still warm...

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[jo šokirano pogledam potem pa samo vzamem njen 'before i die' list.] there're few things i could help you with..
i bet you read all the good things. [jo prvo resno pogledam potem pa se zasmejim.] like that is possible. those paparazzi whores just can't see a good thing in human..
than you have must imagined me as an complete whore. [se nasmehnem.]
[pogledam v nebo.] yes, it's really nice. i can feel that the rain is coming soon in few days, but i bet it won't stop the fever. [jo pogledam in se zasmejim.] thanks. you're the one who should be called nice, not me. [se nasmehnem.]

Naslov sporočila: Re: Pomol Pet Feb 28, 2014 10:24 pm

no, i have to do this thing myself. i know it's weird, but it's the only real thing i have, and i really need it to be only mine.

i'm not nice, i'm so selfish. i know it's not right, but sometimes it doesn't feel like it's wrong. so... i'm selfish all the time.

well, you can't have a rainbow without a little rain...

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it's not weird at all. it's impressing. most of people in your position wouldn't be that strong. i respect you so much. [prikimam.]
[se vsedem poleg nje.] i'm not sure i understand what're you talking about now? what's not right but it feels like it? [jo pogledam.] well, anyway, if it feels like it's right, than surely is it. [se mal nasmehnem potem pa pogledam naokoli.]
true that. [se nasmehnem in tudi jaz pogledam v nebo.]
may i ask you something? [jo pogledam.] you don't have to answer if it's too personal. but, what are you dying from?

Naslov sporočila: Re: Pomol Sob Mar 01, 2014 12:32 am

it's actually not that hard. i just don't hold on to anything. for example, i left london, and left behind my family and friends. and i have no boyfriends, no friends. no one to say goodbye to. and that's great. the fact that you know no one will be sad, when you're gone.

i meant being selfish it's not right. i hate when people are selfish. but i kinda have to be.

leukemia. it's not that bad. it would be worst if i'd spend all my days in hospital.

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that's not true. i bet they're plenty of people who'll be sad that you're leaving. including me, and i know you for like ten minutes. you're too young and nice to go. [zmajem z glavo.] is there really nothing you can do about? like, bone marrow transplantation or something?[jo pogledam.]

Naslov sporočila: Re: Pomol Sob Mar 01, 2014 12:47 am

well yeah. i'm sure people will miss me, but i try to think the won't. it really is easier. and please, stop with the pitty.

i'm sorry, i'm such a pain in the ass, but can we talk about anything else? my 'treatment' is between me and my doctor.

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[se zdrznem.] i'm sorry about pitty. i just really feel bad for you.
oh. [me mal preseneti, ko to reče.] of course. i'm sorry i'm so annoying. i understand. [prikimam potem pa pogledam okoli.] so, you said you left your family back in london. tell me about them. [jo pogledam.] if it's not to personal? [zmajem z glavo in se mal nasmehnem.] sorry, i just never met someone who's that ill before. i don't really know how to react or what to not say that it won't be awkward.

Naslov sporočila: Re: Pomol Sob Mar 01, 2014 1:30 am

okay, i know it might be hard, but could you just forgot that i'm sick. i am really stupid, i don't know why i told you.

my family? well they're lovely. my father and mother were always so kind and really great parents. and i also have twin sister. what about your family?

yeah, your family..?

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no, it's okay, don't regret it. i promise you, i'll pretend that i forget that you're sick. [mal zmajem z glavo in se nasmehnem.]
so they must really miss you. [prikimam.] i have dad and younger sister, who both i really love. mom died when i was eighteen. strong woman she was. and there's erich, who you already know about. [zazvdihnem.]
you know, maybe we should go out for a dinner tonight. [se nasmehnem.] you seem interesting and i'd really like to know you better. [jo pogledam.]

Naslov sporočila: Re: Pomol Sob Mar 01, 2014 1:47 am

we can go out yes... and i have to tell you something. remember when i told you, that i'm not really good listener? well that was a lie. i just... didn't want you to talk about your perfect little life, when i have no future. but...

well, i could use a friend. and you really do seem nice, so... you can tell me anything.

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[se mal zasmejim.] honey, my life is far away from perfect. [zmajem z glavo.] sometimes i even think people like you have better future than me. [pogledam v tla potem pa spet njo in se poskušam mal nasmehnit.] but thank you. and the same goes for you. you can tell me everything, really. it's not like i have more important things to do in my life than to deal with other people's problems. and i'm not even being sarcastic. [se nasmehnem.]

Naslov sporočila: Re: Pomol Sob Mar 01, 2014 1:58 am

well, that's great, i guess. it's been a long time since i had real friend.

so when and where are we going tonight?

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well you can pick between chic restaurant or not-so-chic night club when we can get really waisted and do other not-so-chic stuffs. [se nasmehnem.] but first... [se vstanem in pogledam v morje.] you'll do what you wanted to do in first place when you came here. don't let the spoiled woman ruin your mission. [jo pogledam in se nasmehnem.]

Naslov sporočila: Re: Pomol Sob Mar 01, 2014 2:10 am

okay, i'll choose night club. i haven't had a glass of vodka for so long..

it's silly actually, and nothing big. i just always wanted to jump off the pier with my clothes and my shoes on.

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